KRYSTALLIZED

...The Truth About Heaven...

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Give My Bleeding Heart To You. by KRYSTALLIZED, literature

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Give My Bleeding Heart To You.

Just want to rip out my bleeding heart, And give it to you. A present to remind you of my pain, Everything you put me through. As the razor slides across my writst, The heartache Never goes away. I thought i could bleed the hurt But the pain is here to stay. I scream for help with my last breath, It falls on deaf ears. I will suffer my agony in silence, I will scream and cut aay my fears. I promised I'd never cry for you, And I'll soon keep my word. As my hand steadies and the knife is sharp, My death seems too obsurd.

Teenage Angst... by KRYSTALLIZED, literature

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Teenage Angst...

I want you to watch, As I bleed from the vein. You can see my agony, You will watch my pain. You will see my last movements, My eyes will soon flicker. My skin goes from pale to white, As the thought of you makes me sicker. What's it like to feel helpless? Not being able to stop whats going on. Wen you've lost the will to live, The radio plays your last song. You are grasping at nothing, My presence has now departed. You alone watched my last moments, See what your distrust has started?

Tear My Heart Out... by KRYSTALLIZED, literature

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Tear My Heart Out...

Tear my heart out, You've done it before. You see the pool of blood, But its something you can ignore. Why did i trust you? I knew what you would do. Kill my soul and make it black, Kill off my heart and mind too. You are now just a memory, A scar upon my wrist. Something that will fade away, Like true love's last kiss. How can you stand there, And say you loved me? You cant look me in the eyes anymore, Just let me live, leave me be. I cant say i dont miss you, Even you know i do. But my heart is in a thousand pieces And its all because of you.

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Alone Again by KRYSTALLIZED, literature

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Alone Again

here i am, on my one again, loneliness drives me insane. no one to talk to about my clouded mind, no one has learnt to read between the line. memories lost in tainted thought, change with time, can only be bought. some people are happy being alone, content repeating what is already known. what happened to the other me? she was happy, open and carefree. as i get older, paranoia sets in, with experience, comes change from within. open wounds that will never be healed, a closed heart, forever sealed. these are reflections from a lonely girl, forced to depression because of a evil world. brown eyes that hold so much pain, but the

hatred by KRYSTALLIZED, literature

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hatred

always knew you disliked me, a truth ive yet to let go. we used to be best mates, now i dont know how you sunk so low. always knew you hated me, but i never had the guts to ask. now i know the truth, i find out, that im the person you tell last. alwyas knew you despised me, i saw the hate in your eyes. why wouldnt you have just told me, instead of feeding me lies. always knew you loathed me, havent got a clue why. all i hear is you stab me in the back, and im left to slowly die. now you know i hate you back, i cant keep the pain inside. so now i can scream it aloud, and know i dont have to hide.

World goes black by KRYSTALLIZED, literature

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World goes black

as i cut, my world goes black, i slip into a realm of broken dreams. blood red tears trickle from my wrists, but you dont care it seems. not knowing who im supposed to be, walking alone on a land worn down with time. when will i break free from this pain, and claim the emancipation that i cant find? spending a lifetime learning how to breathe, only to be shot down near the end. our open wounds bleed til they run dry, keep giving in til we have nothing left to lend. living used to be so easy to do, until your introduced to pain, guilt and greed. however you learn to close your heart and mind, and only take in what you need. by

These Thoughts by KRYSTALLIZED, literature

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These Thoughts

So many thoughts fill my head, None good, all bad. I hate feeling like I am right now, Flooding back are the troubled times ive had. Ive needed someone to save me, No one can hear my calls. Ive been lost and alone for so long, i wonder why im still here at all. im holding on for something good, i dont know how i long i can hold on for. my soul has already crumbled away, away in my heart these feelings will store. i need some time to find myself, searching through all my pain. im always taking steps backwards, i have nothing left to gain.

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A Reason To Go On by agustus, literature

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A Reason To Go On

As I write my final words I see a glimpse of what's to come I saw myself lying in a box And standing by me was my mum She stood there and cried for an age Then she moved out of my view And finally I noticed them, So many others were there too They filed by with tears in their eyes They said their last words to me Some will never recover from my mistake, My stupid way to "set myself free" So I put down the pen, ripped up the note And burnt it then and there. There's no way I could end it now, There's too many people who care. I realised that no matter how bad life is It's not too bad to survive There is always someone who lov

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Artist // Literature

Australia
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: NSW, australia
Favourite genre of music: alternative, metal and hardcore

Favourite Movies

Underworld, Underworld Evolution

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Atreyu, Armor for Sleep, Avenged Sevenfold, Parkway Drive, Amy Lee, Slipknot, Murderdolls, FFAF

Favourite Writers

Robert Browning, Tim Winton

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my digital camera and my mind, pen and paper...

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music, poetry, lyrics

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KRYSTALLIZED

Mar 29, 2007

hehe howdy do

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it has just came to my attention that i have passed the 5000 page veiw mark.... thank you all for your faithfulness and i owe everyone that saw my page a great big kiss and hug :D

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KRYSTALLIZED

Nov 1, 2006

I'm 18!!

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YaY I'm finally legal in Australia lol That Is All....

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KRYSTALLIZED

Sep 25, 2006

More new stuff lol

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Hey everyone, I'm sorry I haven't updated this thing in a while. I've been extremely busy with everything at the moment! It's a busy, busy time for Krystal at the moment lol  About three weeks ago, It's a miracle, however I succeeded in gaining my driver's licence. I was so proud of myself lol It's been a while since I could be proud of myself, however, this is one thing that I am proud of. I really thought I had failed my test because the examiner took so long in tallying up my marks. I was seriously freaking out, thinking that I had not passed my exam. However, finally the examiner called my name and said I had passed. A week after that

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LuniKat

Dec 7, 2011

I like a few of your poems. So i'll become a watcher. keep writing. ^^

K-E-L-D-O-R-N

Jul 20, 2007

you've added me to you watchlist and i've decided to make a new name, i'm not going to plug my gallery on your page so if you'd like to continue watching me or see my new deviations just go to this profile and read my newest journal entry. thanks

ultimac

Nov 24, 2006

been a while mate

Today Is Bestfriend Day.
Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

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evenstephen

Oct 23, 2006

"Friends are very rare jewels, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. They lend an ear, they share words of praise and they always want to open their hearts to us."

Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, even if it means sending it back to the person who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have a circle of friends

melonhead-emotion

Aug 6, 2006

Thank you for the

Krystal

HubertCumberdale

Jul 26, 2006

thankyou muchly for the comment miss krabb

things have been pretty meh lately. Alot of work as far as school goes . . my timber project is due on the 20th of august and music prac is not long after

But all shall be well soon . . . life's just a bit of a struggle at the moment. But at least ive got jo to keep me sane.

Hope things are well with you and your hsc too and the best of luck with it

Dave

IntoxicatinglyFutile

Jul 24, 2006

Miss Krabby i miss you